you think you know, but you have no idea...

I can't believe I'm gonna miss the season premiere of Grey's Anatomy...

BY ONE FREAKIN DAY!

2 hour season premeir....
how can I live with not knowing what happens next?!?!??!?
Rose is carrying Derek's baby? (that BITCH!)
MerDer are moving in together? talking about marriage??
somebody's gonna die? ( I hope its Izzy!)
new man for Cristina?
and Callie and Erica just turned lesbian too!!

HOW CAN I GO ON NOT KNOWING!!!!!

tempted to change my flight, but than I'll miss the wedding on Friday.....

my life is seriously sucking right now.