you think you know, but you have no idea...

I can't believe I'm gonna miss the season premiere of Grey's Anatomy... BY ONE FREAKIN DAY! 2 hour season premeir.... how can I live with not knowing what happens next?!?!??!? Rose is carrying Derek's baby? (that BITCH!) MerDer are moving in together? talking about marriage?? somebody's gonna die? ( I hope its Izzy!) new man for Cristina? and Callie and Erica just turned lesbian too!! HOW CAN I GO ON NOT KNOWING!!!!! tempted to change my flight, but than I'll miss the wedding on Friday..... my life is seriously sucking right now.